ugh!

ugh! 2nd semster junior yr. is taking all of my energy!

Help!!!!!!!!!!

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Keri Hilson

iiiii love keri hilson iii recently bought her cd n a perfect world and iiiIT is soooooo bomb =)! iiii had funn doing my hw and listening to her cd at the same tyme lmao ... oh my god everyone should go get this cd its really good.... iii remeber wen it was either me and sunny or me and elisha who found about keri wen she appeared n that song "the way i are" and then good things and we fell n love and this is wen nobody new about her and as she got popular people began to lyke her even though we had lyke her before. this cd made me love her even more -)

Chris Brown vs. RIhanna

so everyone is always getting on me about these two ryte here everyone is mad at chris brown because he beat the shhhhh out of rihanna okay iii am upset that he would do such thing but then u guys should b mad at rihanna for going back with him smh. My opinion on this situation is they were both n the rong chris breezy should never put a hands on a women and reezy should never go back with a guy who doesnt seem to have a problem w/ putting hands on a women. i am love them dearly iii really enjoy there music and because this situation occured defintely does not mean iii am going to stop listening to there music. ahahaha please. I kno this couple has alot of fans and everyone believes they are setting a bad influence for the younger i do agree but parents should point them out and say okay this is what you are not going to do when u get older. As people sometimes say celebrities come of differentely n there music and for chris brown it shows. Its really funny before this situation occured iii listen to chris brown but not as often but ever since this situation occured i play him lyke almost everydae. lmao iiiiTs not his music that beat rihanna so y should iii stop listening to him ahhahaa. it will be interesting wat happens to this couple wen they go to court n april. May god b with them both ya. ya..

my favorite that iii love by him is::
"you"
"i needed you"
"glow n the dark"
"forever"
"poppin"
aaahhh lists goes on ... but those are my top

These people make my dae-inspire me- iiii love them

iiiiiTs a thug lyfe babiii ... he knows how to speak the truth and is real wenever iii am down or problems n lyfe 2pac is there for me n his music ...u inspire me... y did they have to take ur lyfe “ nobody crys wen we dye we are outlaws let me ryde” -2pac

iii love her point blank period. She is bomb and is my hero iii wanna b lyke her on my senior year

my sophmore cheer sister who is overly bomb my hero she is so intelligent she is always there wen u need her and iii thank her for that iii wanna b just lyke her wen iii get younger

stitch is my favorite character iii effing luv him he cost $39 but iii havent took my tyme to buy him cuz everytyme iii cum n the disney store my money has been spent on something else... get him for me =) ..[ my love will come home with me some dae one dae]

aaaaahhhh iiiii love these gurls b.t.t and kiki ....ANA...they make me smile beyond my big smiles

iiiii effing love him!!! He comforts me wen iii am feeling down is a pet that u cn love and hate [iiii say hate cuz after all the cords and clothes carpet and stuff he has ripped up ate and all that smh] but iiiT is all love babiii






iiii live for sunsets lyke these "best things n lyfe are free" iii love LA!

Sra. Raven Matthews iii love her iiive known her since the summer of 5th grade... we go back iii luv her always and forever

iiiii effing luv her and iii want to go to her concert soooooo bad but iii cnt cuz iii will b at ap calculus camp but she going to b n vegas hmmm iii need to research that grrr

saggy boobs succc! [lmfao] she is soooo bomb. She was on the show iii love money and rock of love… she was such a “G” on iii love money stupid tricks for getting caught up n her obvious game

mi hoood star iiii miss this krazy gurl iii havent seen her n person since the last week n june lol iii am currently talking to her on text lmao

she is soooo bomb and pretty iii luv sunny dae squirrel
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have u ever had a dae where u wanted to cry and just cry but they were tears of joy well todae was my dad =)! iii love lyfe iiiT is amazing and iii am thankful for everyone that has been introduce n my lyfe iii love u guys.

oh my god gimmme iii want u sooo bad cn sooomebody go to sweet factory and get me sum! iii wannt them soooo bad iiiii effing LOVE! this candy =)

iiii love her my 10 week function is working and coming along great hopefully iiiIT shows on the 10 week ... iiii truly admire her my motivator! ... she got n my USC! my hero =) !

-today iii got my drivers permit! yay me =)! ...iii am a step closer to my license yea lil daddy =)
-iii found out iii get to replace my fone at a moment in tyme [lmao... funny stufff] my fone had dropped and wen i blew out my speaker so wen people call me they cn not here me so great that iii cn get it replace..=)
-spring break is almost here iii am excited but sad cuz tyme is flying and my seniors is going to leave me =/ no!
- iii dnt no if iiiiT is just me but iii notice how people act so different over technology wen i say different it can also result n the term of fake ... lmao nteresting lmao !
-so this boiii aimed me [iii havent been on aim lyke that for a kewl minute.. and he hit me up and just started talking to me and iii am going along with it but iii truly dnt know who iii am talking to but iii dnt wanna b rude and b lyke iii am srry iii dnt kno who u r but then thats kinda rude lmao... iii dnt even kno his name lmao but iii kno his screen name ... but iii dnt even understand that lmao ...
-this week was a pretty breezy weak ... yes! good cuz iii neeeded a break!
-iiive notice dnt search for things or got out of ur way for things ... ugh ! let iiiT come to YOU!

my top 3 songs

okay so as iiii am typing iii am really happy idk y... but iii am just am so yay me =) !
but since iii am already happy iii wanna b even more happy so iii have these 3 top songs in my lyfe .. and they are...:::
3rd choice= "wifey" by next
2nd choice= "freak a leek" by petey pablo
1st choice = "get low" by lil john and the east side boys
iiiii love these songs always and forever .. no matter wat song may cum out or that iiive heard will never ever ever replaces these songs = ) ! these songs have a special vibe to them for sumreason that draws my attention especially get low that is my hit ryte thurr [lmFao] iii hate but love wen iiIT comes on at a party cuz iiiiTs plays loud and just ugh ... lords no wat iii do wen iiiT comes to a party , that song and me together lmao sigh... which is getting me excited iii really want to go to a party iii havent been n soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long my last party iii believe was homecoming which was lyke n november or october....damn! wtF .. ugh gosh thats terrible iiiT is now march =o ..... Sunny iiii cn not wait untill imaniii gets her apartment because we will most defintely b over there 24-7 and functioning = ) ...raven iii cn wait till the summer we will b defintely functioning dae and nite especially now that iii am 16 and my mom said she is going to b easy on me =)! [hopefully!]

[lyrics of the dae] destiny chid motivation

Woke up and realizedThis world's notSo bad after allLooked at it throughA child's eyes, andI saw these beautifulThings that youNever think aboutLike the ocean, moonlight,Stars and cloudsIt's amazing howWe don't appreciateOur blessingsThere's plenty of peopleWho don't like meBut there's ten times moreWho love me andI love myselfSometimes, it gets tough,It gets toughBut I can't give up,Can't give upJust take a deep breath,Close my eyesFeel the love andGive a smile

woke up this morning,The sunshine was shiningI put on my happy faceI'm living, I'm able,I'm breathing, I'm gratefulTo put on my happy face

It's me,I just wanna be happyUh, just be happy, uh,Just be happyToday is the dayI am willing to sayI will put all thePast behind me,No more enemiesReady 'cause(Ready 'cause)I'm living in this world(Lving in this world)I wanna make a change(Wanna make a change)Gonna make a change(Gonna make a change)Put on my happy face

I woke up this morning,The sunshine was shiningI put on my happy faceI'm living, I'm able,I'm breathing, I'm gratefulTo put on my happy face

uggh!

iiii am sad...
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iiii cnt seem to understand y things happent to me iii kno later iii will find out why but dang.. iiii cnt wait ne more iiii WANNA KNow so iii cn avoid with getting lyke this every tyme. cuz iiiT depressing iii wanna walk away from my past but iiiIT is soooooooooo hard!

My weekend

so iiiiT has been a while since iii been on been dealing with rasing my grades...talent show... speaking on the talent show iiiiT was yesterdae and iiit was fun performing 3 times one for act was for me and raven the secound act was for me being a back up dancer while asha chelcie and symone raps and cheer performed at the end ... iiiiT was really fun iii enjoyed dancing on that stage =)! everyone said we did good so ii guess we did good [as iii look bac on the tape not to b lyke that but we did ] = ) ! ... the nxt dae iii woke up and got my hair braided iii am so happy now me and my mom do not have to fight 24 7 on how iii am going to wear my hair todae lyke smh!!!!!!! iiii am sooo happpy lyke oh my god ... = ) ! iiii am kinda mad that iii wont b able to go to the dance show this year cuz iii am going to b at calculus camp =/ but that was my decision iii think calculus camp is gonna benefit me more n lyfe and not the dance concert lol so lyfe goes on .... =) besides ................aaaahhh iiii am sooo happy hehheheheh

iiii am proud

so yesterdae nite 3-11-09 iii had sooooo much work and iii was overwhelmed lyke oh my god iii had sat prep ryte after school until 5:30 and then i had to come home and and finish my homework. iiii had spanish homework.... a notebook check for physchology .. and to create 2 chapter for english in the this book and make this picture and answer these questions and make sentence for these sat vocabulary iiit may not seem lyke a lot but iiiT was iii did not get done with homework untill lyke 12:30 at nyte... lyke oh my god ... and let alone iii had to wait n lyke 4 to 5 yrs grrr... iii need my sleep but overrall iii am proud of myself iii got my work done and iii do not have to stress out with doing my hw n between classes and wat not yay me !!! = )!..
iiii am telling u ... u gotta b committed to the game ; )

my lyfe iiis going pretty welll
Talent show coming up March 20 @ laces iiiTs only $5 dollars iii believe iiiT is at laces everyone should go iii am going to b n iiit at least 3 tyme ; ) ! [especially since iii found out i am not going to b in town for the dance show because iii am going to ap calculus camp so this is going to b my dance show =)!]

march 15 [sundae] ii [laces varsity cheer ] has there first competition at magic mountain and everyone should come and support us = ) !!!...

oh my god the sat is on saturdae its really funny because everyone is all freaking out about iiiT and iii am alll laid bac and use to taking long long long test on saturdae because of my sat prep class lyke oh my god ...iii kno my score is not going to b high but iii want to take it as many times as possible..

iiii am proud iii have a 3.49 first semster of jr. year yes trick ... now iii am aiming for almost straight A's no Straight A's.

but now iii shall proably start on my phsycology work iii am at skool in class period 4 ...we have to do this research and all this for are report and now iii am taking a break from it but iii think iii should go bac to iiIT now = ) ... so bye for now

My First [and my last first]

sooo this is wat lyke my third blog spot page ... lyke oh my god iii sware everytyme iiii make one something always goes wrong either blogspot is trippin or iii am just irresponsible and forget my password and or which email iii used to create one but iii promise that iiii will not screw up this tyme lmao iii have written iiiiT down and everything.... =)

soooooo on thrusdae 3-5-09 iiii had a nervous break down about skool.... u now how we recently ended first semster and now start fresh which switches to 2nd semster and u start alll over starting with a 0 well sum how my first grade in majority of my classes started off with test and guess wat iii did i got lower then a c on all the test that was givin so ryte about now iii proably have straights c and so iiii was overwhelmed because iii have cheer pratice for are competition on march 15 at magic mountain which u shouuld go and support us cheerleaders and freaking sat prep on mon and wednesdae and sat.. so iiii am all tired wen iii come home iii have to come straight home to my hw there no break and iii am usually up late trying to finish all my work... lyke uh iiiITs so much work lyke ryte now iiii hate skewl but my cheer sisters Rosaura and Laisha talking me n staying on top of my game and relaxing and not giving up and iii am so happy and thankful to have them n my lyfe cuz iii dnt no wat iii would have done with out them so now =)!...iiii love them mucho always and forever = D!...


so my motivation is laisha and rosaura 10 week function!
and iii need to stay committed to the game!!!
can elysse do iiiT ...YEs. she can = D!...
wat iii learn is to stay calm....dnt get over stress.... man up ....face lyfe... education cums first!
=D!